This month was fun with two weeks of “quarantine” in Manson, WA. And our return to Port Townsend.
Some people like to see how the family is doing.
Rainy season means the grass and crops grow, that roads (usually congested with motorcycle taxis) are a bit easier to navigate, and we exchange dust for mold as the seasonal allergen.
But it was amazing to be reminded recently of God’s grace with a rainbow before it started raining.
Now on a day with rain, put your back to the sun and look for the rainbow ahead of you. Is there a logical reason that you MUST see the rainbow AFTER the storm and not before? It’s about weather patterns and prevailing winds. And sometimes it is about expectations and observation.
In Rwanda, because of experience and expectation, there is an idiom, “like the rainbow before the storm.”
In the story of Noah, there had not been a rainbow before. When the rain fell for 40 days, still no mention of a rainbow. Then toward the end of the story, the first rainbow is finally mentioned:
12 And God said, “This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come: 13 I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. 14 Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, 15 I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life. 16 Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.” (Genesis 9:12-16)
A sign in the clouds as a reminder that God will not destroy all life.
As a boy, I imagined the horror of the first rainstorm after the flood. I wonder if rain brought PTSD. What did they think? “Will God remember his promise?” Perhaps, though, the rainbow came before the storm, to give confidence before the triggers. Instead of a reminder after a trial that God keeps his promises, perhaps it came as a reminder before the trial, to trust God with what is ahead and to watch what God will do.
Even as we read the prophets, God says, watch and see what I will do.
In my life, too, we faced what seemed impossible obstacles: raising money to come to Rwanda, every year having a budget shortfall at NCM, lacking teachers and administrators for CLIR, needing expert help. And through prayer, God has given us opportunity to hear the promise of his faithfulness before we see the fruit of his faithfulness. The promise, the rainbow, comes before the storm. And you will see it, if you look for it.
In your journey, have you more often seen God’s rainbow before or after the storm?
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Here’s the prayer list:
- NCM Retreat this weekend: unity after a time of stress, vision for the future, rest and fun together
- Pirolo Family: setting boundaries and expectations better to prevent burnout
- Pastoral Training School: we have a cohort of year 2 pastors coming on Monday. We are recruiting for a new cohort to begin in January
- CLIR: accreditation process requires effective recruiting, consensus building, and wisdom. We are praying for favor before the government, and a wise group of accreditation auditors who will judge what and how we must adjust.
- Team: WorldVenture teammates need prayer. Eric’s new wife, Fabi needs a visa extension in the US. (She is Brazilian.) Laura is having health issues that limit her work capacity. She is so frustrated.
This mystery word from the psalms often appears untranslated in our modern texts. It is probably a musical term, and comes at transitions in the text, such as between stanzas. So think, “Bridge” or “Musical Interlude” or maybe even “Dance and Scream Until the Lyrics Start Again.” I have a friend, a contemplative, who was convinced it meant “Pause and Reflect.”
We have been in a busy season, taking on teaching from absent teachers and administrative duties from absent administrators. We were persevering, in the strength of the Lord, and refusing to burn out, rather letting the extraneous “work” fall away in this season. And yet, we did not see light at the end of the tunnel.
Rwanda has been seeking to regulate churches and has required that Rwandan Church leaders (National level representatives and local church pastors) must have education from an accredited religious school. Since 2017, the word has slowly morphed. Pastors should be educated. Pastors MUST be educated. Religious schools should become accredited. Religious schools MUST be accredited. And last month, the Higher Education Council of Rwanda widely published a notice that all non-accredited schools teaching at a post-secondary level MUST STOP.
Our CLIR program is a bit of a hybrid, since we do not offer degrees, but do offer an academic program. Our ministry exists to “help the church of Rwanda function as the body of Christ,” and does so with a primary strategy of discipling for church leaders using the mode of educational programs. We have always been happily below the radar, while impacting pastors, their families, their churches and their communities. This model has worked well for us over the years. Do we really NEED to change?
After three 12-hour days of meetings, the answer is a decided YES.
We’re in the musical interlude between one season and the next.
We MUST pause CLIR.
So we rejoice. Because of the government, the unsustainable pace will not continue. AND now we can focus on laying a solid foundation for CLIR as an accredited religious school. AND we can build something great. While we can’t keep doing what we have been doing, being forced to change will help us sharpen our edge, evaluate the context of ministry in Rwanda, and address our program to the current needs of the church. I believe that what an accredited CLIR program has to offer is a significantly better training for pastoral ministry than any other training available in Rwanda.
AND we also groan in our spirits. Transition can be hard. We have seen significant transition in leadership, and now we are seeing significant transition in ministry opportunity.
In the meantime, please pray:
- that our students wouldn’t become discouraged, but would be patient and faithful in the waiting; and that we find places for them to study in the interim.
- for discernment, perseverance, unity and joy for our staff team and leadership as we pursue accreditation, wade through bureaucracy, etc.
- that meeting the requirements for accreditation wouldn’t require program changes that hinder our ability to fulfill NCM’s mission
- that we do not act out of fear or “catastrophize,” but would seek the Lord for vision and direction
- that God would provide for all of our needs (finances, connections, favor, staff, etc.)
- that our ministry and work would come from the overflow of abiding in Jesus
Thank you for your partnership in this work! The Lord is using your prayers, words of encouragement, and contributions to have a profound impact in Rwanda.
A few months ago, we asked you to pray that God would keep our kids healthy. Then they got sick and God walked us through that time with grace and faith. Over the last year, we have mentioned that our WorldVenture Teammates, the Janzens, home on medical leave. We have been praying for their healing and soon return. And early last month we received word that the required ongoing medical care they need just isn’t available in Rwanda. They will not be returning to work with us.
We have had over a month to process this. We discussed it with our team, our supervisors, trusted friends. Krystal and I spend some significant time fasting and praying for clarity and vision in light of this news. We asked the tough question, “Is this God’s way of telling us to stop?”
The short answer is no. God wants us to continue.
It was beautiful seeing how God would bring us each to the same passage in our separate Bible studies. What a time for spiritual growth! And what a blessing to be in it together with Krystal!
A couple of highlights were:
2 Corinthians 4:7-10—But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Back to the Question
God isn’t telling us to stop by making things hard. He is reminding us that the work is HIS from first to last. God is returning us to a visceral awareness of our dependence on him. To attempt to do anything in our own strength would be suicide. To steal from our Sabbath to get work done, to forget our quiet time because we are too busy would be to undermine the very source of our wisdom and strength, and would undercut the fruitfulness of the labor.
We pray to the Lord of the Harvest to send out workers. (Matthew 9:38) And we see people on the horizon. Our teammate, Laura, has June 18 penciled in as a return date. A Southern Baptist family are due to arrive in Rwanda in August and begin at NCM in March. A Rwandan PhD student, Apollo, plans to return to work with us in 2020. Our lack of missionary teachers has opened the door and opened our eyes to various qualified Rwandans to teach with us as visiting teachers.
We will work wisely, strategically, and diligently, but we will work first from a place of dependence on God to bring the increase. (1 Corinthians 3) This means more delegating, empowering, training, coaching, and trusting our Rwandan colleagues. I also have responsibilities as a husband and a father, and as a Christian in community and at church. I must use my hours wisely.
Pray for Us
Pray that we are able to live out our belief in God’s provision.
Pray that God would keep unity within our family, within WorldVenture, and within New Creation Ministries. Jealousy, anger, dissention, and the other “fruit of the flesh” (Gal 5) are Satan’s way to undermine the work of God.
Pray that God would give us favor as we create a 5-year strategic plan. Pray for wisdom as we modify our programs to meet the needs of the Rwandan church. Pray for our plans for financial sustainability. Pray for God to bring the right workers to NCM.
Pray for me, Nick, as I teach Global Missions to my CLIR students over the summer, and for Krystal as she prepares her course on Making Leaders. The work is indeed sweet.
We are grateful for your partnership in this ministry. Understand that God uses your prayers to bring about dramatic change in the hearts of Rwandans.
We will send out an email, soon, with a CLIR student testimony, and a request for donations toward our CLIR scholarship fund. Pray with us for generous giving.
As of today, Thursday, co-worker Eric Flaa will be on home assignment to get married, reconnect with supporters, and debrief his first term. With his departure, I will be stepping in as the Acting Director of New Creation Ministries. Taking a good share of the work, though, will be a Rwandan colleague, Jean Bosco, and another WorldVenture Missionary, Gary Bennett. Pray for us, as we, three, carry our own work load, and take up more responsibility.
In the past 12 months our staff meeting has changed from 14 to 9. We have lost 6 regular staff at NCM: (1 retired, 1 returned to US for pastoral ministry, 1 resigned to dedicate his time to pastoral ministry, 2 in the US for medical reasons, and 1 just now going on home assignment), and gained 1 (dedicated to teaching PTS). In the next five months, we are hopeful to have two return from medical leave and one new arrival to work with NCM from a partnering mission organization. ALL THE MATH! But really, it is change and transition, and unsettling. More importantly, Rwandan culture fears uncertainty. Pray especially for our Rwandan colleagues in this time of transition.
Sunday marks the 25thanniversary of the Genocide in Rwanda. Join us in prayer for our Rwandan colleagues and friends who still bear the scars, mental and physical, of that time. Rwanda has come so far, but there is still a long way to go to see the Gospel transform and heal.
We are going to the triennial East Africa Spiritual Life Conference in Kenya next week. Please keep us in prayer as we have time to reflect and grow spiritually, and reconnect with our leaders at the WorldVenture Home Office.
That meeting will be followed immediately by a family vacation. Krystal’s mom, Shari, will join us in Kenya with her new husband, Grandpa Steve. Okay, his name is really Steve, but he’s the first grandpa any of our children have ever known, so there is some excitement. Pray for traveling mercies all around. Traveling with young children is not easy, and vacations can sometimes be more work than fun (for the parents). Pray that this time is restful and refreshing, and a time of joyful meeting, reuniting, and growing deeper all around.